I Feel Lonely All the Time After My Mom Passed Away
Saturday, May 13, 2023I have an older sister with her sons living with me in my mom's house, but I feel so empty every second I step around the house. I don't talk to them, they just ignore what I always say and so do I. Living with them is totally energy-draining.
After my mom passed away, I dream of living together with my future husband in a small house that has a backyard where I can plant many green plants and flowers there. I will also build a small cat house in the backyard, so I shouldn't clean my house every day from the cats' fur. The backyard will have a swimming pool at the corner of it and I'll invite all my nephews and nieces to come over to my house every month because they love swimming (or maybe every two weeks)? Seeing their blooming smile and hearing their laugh must be exciting.
On the other day, I dream of living together with my future husband in a two-bedroom apartment. Yes, just me and my husband that live in the room. One master bedroom for us and another room for my husband's workspace because he'll mostly work from home and I'll work at the office five days per week. When the clock shows 5 PM in the evening on weekdays, he will pick me up at the office and when we arrive home, we will spend our spare time in the dining space that is connected to the living space where we always binge-watch the newest series or movie while munching our dinner. When the weekend comes, we'll spend our night's spare time in the jacuzzi while hugging each other.
After that, I'll never feel lonely anymore for the rest of my life.
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