the pain is still in me, I can't get rid of it, but I can hug the pain with a different warmth. It's better to think that the pain will lead me to another journey. A journey that I'll be excited about, a journey that will make me become stronger and more independent, also a journey that will make me understand myself more. What do I want? what do I need? what makes me happy? what makes me irritated? what makes me feel content?

So now, I determine a hobby that I will never be bored with, the one thing that I trust to lead me to another unknown yet exciting journey.

It's photography.

I want to know what kind of person I will be if I keep going on it.